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Most people said I'm in pre wedding syndrome...

But I know I wasn't..

I dunno if this appropriate to brag or write in a social network such a blog like this..but I really don't care now..
Just wanna let this out..
I know he will understand..somehow..

Its not that our relationship is on the rocks..
We've been here before...hundred times harder than ever before..
Now its not it..not even involve anybody else..

Its me..
Me..myself and I..

Feeling empty inside..
I don't feel the hype...
Nor the excitement..

Its just hurt...but I don't know where...
I feel the pain...but I can't find the wound..

I'm suffocated...

I scream out loud with no sound came out..

I dunno what's wrong with me..just like losing appetite..

I'll figure this out...soon...somehow..
I dunno...
Just keep holding on this faith..
I hope..

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JR's

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