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whoaaa....since the proposal has been made and we've committed to each other...the wedding bells seems start to ring at this point.... though i wont have any great wedding dress like the picture since we're gonna married traditionally....it wont be any problem coz the most important thing i wanna shout out loud is "I'm GETTING MARRIED Y'ALL!!!!!" phewww.... wish me luck... no..no...wish us luck.... and more more of luck.......happiness....and luck... LoL.. i'll keep u updated...i'll try... well... *what am i doing? silly... *giggles*

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... Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me....

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.....Sometimes....

.....I just wanna say "I quit" and leave...

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....Just like that.....

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Most people said I'm in pre wedding syndrome...

But I know I wasn't..

I dunno if this appropriate to brag or write in a social network such a blog like this..but I really don't care now..
Just wanna let this out..
I know he will understand..somehow..

Its not that our relationship is on the rocks..
We've been here before...hundred times harder than ever before..
Now its not it..not even involve anybody else..

Its me..
Me..myself and I..

Feeling empty inside..
I don't feel the hype...
Nor the excitement..

Its just hurt...but I don't know where...
I feel the pain...but I can't find the wound..

I'm suffocated...

I scream out loud with no sound came out..

I dunno what's wrong with me..just like losing appetite..

I'll figure this out...soon...somehow..
I dunno...
Just keep holding on this faith..
I hope..

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JR's

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