..
...In this month I was born 23 years ago at 12:07pm on sunday,March 8..
.. I'm so grateful I can reach this age and surrounded by my family and friends.. This month..I finished my exams..I celebrate 'otonan' on sunday,March 7, 2010..and continue my celebration of my birthday by the next day..
..
I went to my temple to pray and grateful for what I've been through and whatever comes next in my life..I pray and hope I can be useful for everyone around me..spread genuine attitude..live in harmony..manage my emotion appropriately..pray for safety and protection for my family and friends..for everyone I love and respect..believe that The Supreme Power never leave me alone and always give blessing..
My family called me..and prayed for me..
And my friends gave me a surprise party for my birthday..
I couldn't asked for more..I should knew my life was blessed since the first time I was born..
Everyone had blessed for living this life..
Including me...
Maybe tomorrow I'll forget...but at least once I've knew..and believe I'll always knew and so much grateful for however my life would be.. I also celebrate Caka New Year 1932 with 'catur brata penyepian' or simply called 'nyepi' (silence) today..this month..tuesday, March 16..
Spending whole day..in 24 hours with silence..begin the new year from zero point..from nothingness..from conciousness of inner self..
..
...I recap all the things I can remember..
..Hope and pray for something better..
...Strenghten my faith about future..
And let go everything that out of my control..lay it down..and believe in another supreme power to take care of it..
.. I'm not consider myself to be so religious...
Once I can't really believe to my religion..or everything what people might said and called as a religion..
But "Ekam sath, Vipraah bahudhaa vadanti",(the truth is one..scholars call it by various names..)
Which found written in rigveda..one of Veda scriptures..made me realize I'm nobody to judge..
I can live this life as dharma thought me..
Sanatana dharma is not a religion..
It's a law..it's a way of life..
..For me..that's what I believe and put my faith on.. In my 23 years of life..I realize how short it was..
I can't believe I've through all those years and sitting here..thinking and write this..
I don't have anything marvelous to tell..
Or a great achievement to proud of..
I just have what I have..
I've spent my time for good and bad..
To laugh and cry...
Being weakened and strenghtened...
And all other things...all the life could bring in ordinary....
..Everything was part of me..mend the broken and rise from falling...my story and my memories...I embrace it with all my heart,my mind and my soul.. I hope in the next day..next chance..next time that given to me..I can make myself better than today..
Just a little better..
A little closer to what I believe.. Thank you for everyone in my life...
However they are..good or bad..or even worse...
They thought me lessons..influence me and help me to be what I am now..however people judge..however it might seen..
In me..more or less..I feel blessed..
..
JR's
...In this month I was born 23 years ago at 12:07pm on sunday,March 8..
.. I'm so grateful I can reach this age and surrounded by my family and friends.. This month..I finished my exams..I celebrate 'otonan' on sunday,March 7, 2010..and continue my celebration of my birthday by the next day..
..
I went to my temple to pray and grateful for what I've been through and whatever comes next in my life..I pray and hope I can be useful for everyone around me..spread genuine attitude..live in harmony..manage my emotion appropriately..pray for safety and protection for my family and friends..for everyone I love and respect..believe that The Supreme Power never leave me alone and always give blessing..
My family called me..and prayed for me..
And my friends gave me a surprise party for my birthday..
I couldn't asked for more..I should knew my life was blessed since the first time I was born..
Everyone had blessed for living this life..
Including me...
Maybe tomorrow I'll forget...but at least once I've knew..and believe I'll always knew and so much grateful for however my life would be.. I also celebrate Caka New Year 1932 with 'catur brata penyepian' or simply called 'nyepi' (silence) today..this month..tuesday, March 16..
Spending whole day..in 24 hours with silence..begin the new year from zero point..from nothingness..from conciousness of inner self..
..
...I recap all the things I can remember..
..Hope and pray for something better..
...Strenghten my faith about future..
And let go everything that out of my control..lay it down..and believe in another supreme power to take care of it..
.. I'm not consider myself to be so religious...
Once I can't really believe to my religion..or everything what people might said and called as a religion..
But "Ekam sath, Vipraah bahudhaa vadanti",(the truth is one..scholars call it by various names..)
Which found written in rigveda..one of Veda scriptures..made me realize I'm nobody to judge..
I can live this life as dharma thought me..
Sanatana dharma is not a religion..
It's a law..it's a way of life..
..For me..that's what I believe and put my faith on.. In my 23 years of life..I realize how short it was..
I can't believe I've through all those years and sitting here..thinking and write this..
I don't have anything marvelous to tell..
Or a great achievement to proud of..
I just have what I have..
I've spent my time for good and bad..
To laugh and cry...
Being weakened and strenghtened...
And all other things...all the life could bring in ordinary....
..Everything was part of me..mend the broken and rise from falling...my story and my memories...I embrace it with all my heart,my mind and my soul.. I hope in the next day..next chance..next time that given to me..I can make myself better than today..
Just a little better..
A little closer to what I believe.. Thank you for everyone in my life...
However they are..good or bad..or even worse...
They thought me lessons..influence me and help me to be what I am now..however people judge..however it might seen..
In me..more or less..I feel blessed..
..
JR's
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