_Eat!!!_

..I love to eat...
But my stomach always try to pull it out!..
Each meal time is a WAR..
Battle against my own stomach..weks!...
..

Sometimes I'd rather not eat..or just take small grab each hour...it helps me eat better and acumulate more food inside..
..But I can't do that all the time..

While people just tellin' me "u should eat right.."
"U've grown up...u should know that u should take care of urself!"
"Why don't u eat rice?"
"That's a really small portion..u should eat more..do u try to diet?"
"R u dieting?.."

Aaaarrrggghhh!!!
I'm not dieting!
I should put this food little by little!
If I eat a bunch of food in one shot, I'll make myself sick!...

Why no one understand?...

I can't..
I have to pretend I can spend all that food..then feel really sick after without anyone knowing how I feel inside my stomach...
..

..Sigh...why bother anyway?...
.

Note : this is just fiction story.. :P

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