_NothingAtAll_

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...Hari ini sudah makan..sudah melakukan kegiatan..
Time to sit down and watch..
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I love to see how people walk over me and passing by..
Many styles..many faces..many thoughts..
Many jobs..many differences..
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Just enjoy being nobody..somewhere..somehow it kinds of fun and makes me happy..
While I'm just watching..
I'm nobody..
I don't know what they're talking..
I don't have to be worry..

For a moment trying to be with me..
Myself..
Stop thinking or worrying about anything else...
My crowded mind slowly turned peacefully..
Just sit and smile..
Watching over everyone else but me..

In this point of my life..
I'm not down under or far above..
I've seen more up above and steppin' down and far beyond..

I live on both side..
Think and feel as both side..
Not caught in between but rather be conscious about comparing..

Live here..in this point..
Give me different sides of view..
Control me to walk in between..
Not fall to less...and not seduce to have more..
Just got into what I deserved..
Lived my life as I need not as I want..
Coz I've reserved for all I need..
While I'll never be satisfied for all I want..
I'll always want more..and more..

For all I've got now I'm not satisfied..
But I'm gratefull that everything I need fullfilled...
Lot of people beyond everything I've got..but much more far had nothing and less..

My dad told me look all around u..
Don't stuck ur head above..
But don't bent ur head down either..
Look around..far more on each angles..
So I can decide where I belong..
Who am I to be..
And which I could value in my life..
To feel more..
To reach more..
To understand more..
To keep my feet back on the ground..no matter how far I've been flown..
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