_iAmLately_

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...I'm lately like I always used to be..
Weak and sick..
But for those who know me..I have a stubborn heart..
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..I feel like my body and my mind never really tired to think even my head spinning round and I almost fainted by fever..
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Neither alone in my room..or with my friends..or on the street...
I can't help myself thinking about everything..
Every little thing I've through..
I've been seen..I've been felt..
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I was never assume I'm right...I always think that every right thing has possibility to be wrong..
It's just a matter of how I deal with it..
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When I face something going on in front of me..
My mind and soul collide to choose which track I would step in..
Time's never wait..
after one blink...I'll saw myself smile and relieved..or I'll regret what I've done..
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There's no replay..
Life's a spontaneus stage without rehearsal..
I rehearse from my mistakes and embarrasement...
From my pain..and from what I've seen..
..From my laugh..
All around me...
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Each time I fall off this stage..and rise again..
I take a look for everyone...
They're fall like I am..
But some choose to rise or buried deep down their deepest fear..
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Even when I thought I was all alone feeling happiness or pain..
There's billion people feel the same..
Not as similar maybe..
..But I never alone..
I feel down...but I thought someone out there had survived it..and I would do so..
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It's not just me to feel..
I am no one but part of this life ride on giant wheel...
Wheel of emotions..
Wheel of faith and fate..
I'm not seeing what in front..
But all around on every side..
..That's why I won't give up..
I'll be rest for a while..
But don't ever think I'm giving up..
I just rest..
Close my eyes and feel my breathe getting slow..
My head keep spinning round..
My body getting weaker..
But my soul....live it up...forever...
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JR's

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