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....Its been a while for not blogging...
My mind too crowded and I feel like I've got so much to write but I just can't type any letter to start..
..The good thing is I never push myself for something I don't want to..

It been a really complicated time of my life...not the most..but somehow it's been drained all my energies...

I let myself sucked in...but I always tried to hold on to my faith...
I always try to remember how I've been blessed with so wonderful fams and friends..and a great imperfect lover...

I'm trying to keep up to myself...I felt like I was running so fast..
In a blink I've gone many places and my brain was too slow to recognize..

I need more time to be alone..
To feel everything that had been happened this time around..

Happiness....sadness....I'm so blue while extremely excited...
My heart..my head...my mind over crowded and feels like a whirlwind stay for a long time..

I'm not whining...I feel blessed...
I know I'll cherish this moment somehow..
This rocky road has always been so exciting..has given me much more than I ever could imagine..
Like a true adventure with a real laugh and real pain to gain..
And every single scar...every beat of love and every drop of tears with every joy of love had been accompanied me this whole time..
That's what I called life...
My adventure...my blessed gift from God each breathe I take..

I hope I can share more joyfull story next time..
Wish me more great adventure!..
I'll wish u all the very best of u and strenght to ride ur own journey..
Don't runaway...ride the rollercoaster and shout out loud!!..
Enjoy the ride!..
Godbless..

XOXO ;)
JR's

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