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"Beginning today...

(Try to) treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight....

Extend them all the care, kindness and understanding you can muster...

Your life will never be the same again."

-Og Mandino's quote-
JR's

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Can't u see?..Its me..

I’m sorry that sometimes, I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could...

I guess it’s my insecurities acting up...
Because I know that i’m not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl....

But I do know that no matter how far and long you look....

you will never find someone that loves you....like I do.....
JR's

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_happy?_

"Realize that true happiness lies within you..
Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside..
Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving..

Reach out...
Share...

Smile...

Hug..

Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself..."

Quote - Og Mandino -
JR's

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"300610"

..
I never like to mentions day,year..month..any date..no..
But that day made the time has stopped in my head..

From all I've been through..I forgive..I forget..I am..what I am..and who I am..there I am..

I realize...there's a part of me buried deep inside that shakin...
I still have that fear..
No matter how positive I am..no matter how strong I am..no matter what...
It's there..was there..and always be there...my fear...

and I'm scared..
...

.....Its a part of me..somehow I feel I need it with me..
While most people try to get rid of it...that day I realize I never want it dissappear from my life..
I just buried it deep down..for a long time..
It knocks sometimes..
scratching my scars..and let me bleed..
..It was there..

I'm scared but I'm not afraid...
its a complicated feeling I have...

....300610...
I can live with this fear..
I never gonna be an angel though..
Nor a devil..
It makes me more alive..
Reminds me that I am a human..
I can create both heaven and hell on earth..
That fear won't drives me...its just stay right there like a shadow..
Another side of me..
My negativity along my positive thoughts..
My pessimistic concern along my optimistic view...
It completes me...somehow...

...300610....

Once again..my fear brought me to discoveries..

I will always remember that day...
When my faith..my hope..my love...and my life almost lost...
when I realize how much it hurts and take damages..
When I know I never want to step back...
When I carve my path and seal the deal..
When I know.....no matter how great is my fear....It actually never wins against the whole of me...
I am scared....
But I'm not afraid....as I ever remember.....never....

Its (never) just me...
JR's

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