Sunday, May 16, 2010

LeavingChancesTakingRisk

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..I always always have faith in some other power deep within..
..In my short life..I've given many chances and choices to choose in my way to carve my path..
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Once I thought I was gone w/ the flow..
But I'm wrong..
No matter how powerless I am..
I'm still the one who can carved my way down..
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Most people who knows me real close known me for letting go of any good chances..as far as they knew..
Even my mom can't really understand what am I up to..
I believe my dad will do...although it was absurd coz he was dead long time ago..

they said why am I let go of a great man..a rich and well educated man who proposed me and promise me a secure life to live my life somewhere i never knew before..

If u asked me the same question..I tell u the same answer...I don't know..

I'm not consider myself to get rebellious or just go with it...
I have so much things inside me I can't even remember to be the reason why am I here by now..
I can't even remember..
..Yes,I can't..

All I know..I just have faith on it..
Just faith and hope that brought me a courage to explore something new..and to believe what I've decided is something that worth to fightin' for..
Even if someday world will proved to me that I was wrong..I put no regret..
..I shall put no regret..

For me...life was like have faith in God..
None of us really know the thruth even if we claimed so..
But none of us really know the thruth except the God itself..
But I believe that the God exist..
That supreme power exist..
I don't have to search it anywhere..
Its already deep within me..
My soul and every breathe I take is the prove that God is here..
God never leave and always near..
That's why I always can lay my life to that supreme power..
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Each time..every time I doubt my way..
I hold on to my faith..
I'm waitin' patiently coz sooner or later everything will get answered..

I'm just 23 years old girl who lived her life far away from home..
My dream is blurr...I can't even remember..
I just knew I'll get somewhere somehow..
And I'm on it..

Most of the time I have to let go of chances to take greater risk that I feel I can put my faith onto and stick up with it..

I can take another chances later..
In life..chances always flashes..
Anytime..
Almost everytime..
So don't be afraid to runnin out of it..
Once I take a chance..I've take something with the greatest risk..
And I've been through this for quite some time now..
I don't know where it may leads..
But I have faith..if I get this right..I'll get better result..

I've made this commitment..and I'll stick to it..
No matter how much other chances that I left behind..
I'll choose this way..
And no matter how hard it is..
It will be part of my life..
Will be part of my chapters and written on my story..
..Put no regret..life is worthed in every second..
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JR's

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