Sunday, April 25, 2010

QuoteAboutHappiness_

I do believe the same..
Its funny if people said they were pursuing happiness for their future..

Why not just living it now?..
Being happy is our own choice..
We can have bad day and bad things going on..but its our choice to get up and happy again..
Happiness is everywhere..
Happiness is always within..
But sometimes we just over burdened by our own..
Whining..complaining..doing nothing but crying..
Its ok to whine..
Its ok to complain..
And its really great if we can cry..
But just don't give it a long run..
Get up again..
Stand up again..
Have faith to this happiness within..
Its not going anywhere..
...
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_whenWeAskForA"Chance"_

Don't tell that we don't have a chance..
Or never have a chance..
We just don't wanna take the risk..
And don't wanna choose the difficult ways..
While maybe the difficult one brings a lot easier ways up front..
Who knows..
who dare?..
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Monday, April 19, 2010

_Kartini'sDay_

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...Later this month @ april 21st.. We celebrate kartini's day annually..
It's a day to memorize the inspiring heroine ever in indonesian history named Mrs. KARTINI along with others inspiring heroines from time to time..
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As a woman, there were still a lot of obstacles out there to put ourselves among men..even among us..

women have had experienced underestimation from time to time and struggling to prove themselves..then came out names under this sex and absolutely fabulous, admirable, inspiring, talented, and much more than any words can say..

I told many times and had already proven how lazy I am..LoL..
But everytime I watch people passin' by..I thought what a waste I've done today..
Even though I can't change the world in a day..at least I should done something for myself..
Something that made me closer to be anything I can dream of..
At least I can be better for myself and all people near me..
It doesn't have to be so far out of my capability..
Probably I can't move others heart..but I can move my own heart..
To be a better woman for myself..
For my husband..
My parents..my bros..
My friends..and keeps on larger around my life..

Woman had so many roles...
Being a woman have to dedicated as wife and as mother..while her own career being pursued..

I'm so sad about what's going on with some unlucky women out there..in my country or far across the ocean..
All I can do just being better..
I want to recognized for my achievement..
Not only to whom I was married or where did I came from..

Kartini had her life inside cage of ancient javanese culture that not allowed women to be higher than men..
But her mind is louder than any sounds..
Thougher than any border and limitation...
Her words spread and inspire so many women until now..

"Habis gelap terbitlah terang"...soon the dark will end..and light will come..

So proud to all women who had a great achievement in their life in her own feet..
Her own name..
Her own thoughts and her own strenght to survived..

I'm proud to be a woman..
Proud to be an indonesian woman..
No matter where I coming from..
Or how my husband had great achievement..
I'll recognize myself with my own dedication..

Happy early Kartini's day..
For the greatest our finance minister..mrs. Sri mulyani..keep going strong and stronger..

Salute for all indonesian women..even just for being a woman..
We can't do everything...but we always can do something.. ;)
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

_aLiLThingFromJoieDeVivre_

TheSparkOfAtmanPart2_iJustHaveThatFaith_

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....As long as I live...remindin' my childhood and so I grew up hearing adults talking about how a religion should be..what and how God will judge...
What should we do to please the God..and what forbidden to done..
..

I can really understand why I'm being such a different kid in some people's eye..and how they thought I was weird enough..
But...I just have this faith in me..
I'm not really thinks God is someone that should pleased..but I think God was more to be respected...and hold onto..
I was always trying to not called God by he or it or she...coz I think God was more than that..I can even sure to refer God only by called it God..I'd rather called a supreme power..beyond anything this human lil' brain could ever imagine..

I often said I'm not a religious person neither I'm atheis..
I'm a hindu..that's what I believe..but deep inside I just think positively about the God..
God is such a great power that never need us..we need God that's why we trying to reach..
So I think what people done that believe as to please God...is just matter of ways to respect...
I respect it..any other way..any different way..or even for non believers..

So..its really make me sad that people had that violence and war in the name of God..
The God never asked war or violence..I think God creates us or the reason we existed wasn't to bring war on earth..
We make God looks different...our brain, our soul..our existence is a part of God or as I believe the spark of Atman from the Brahman..

That spark had powerful source to create heaven or hell..
That's why I believed all people had their good and bad side..
Everyone..
Every living things..
Everything that had that spark had a borderless power to create such a life..
to choose which side..
To step into what wishful thinkin'..
Not always good..
Not always bad..
Can create peace and harmony..
Also can be a chaos influencing every other passion and misery..
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This sparks is everywhere on universe...
In everything that can be seen or in different world..
In every dimension..
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To be continued...
JR's

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Monday, April 12, 2010

_theFear_

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...In 23 years of my life I thought I was so rebelious..
Even I've changed many times..
Adapted new behaviour and slowly recognize myself..

I'm not a smoker..not even like to drunk..
just occasionally sippin' one glass of champagne or wine..
And adding lil' vodka in a fruit punch..
Well I guess...I'm normally doing things..
LoL..

Since I was 4,I have weak immunity to any particular food..and since I was 9 I have problems with my digestions..
My mom always warned me about what should I do about how I should eat..how I should take care of my body and especially my digestions..

When I grew up..I thought I'm getting stronger and strong enough to break the rule..
To taste what I never really allowed to..
Being a rebel sounds so cool for me at the time..
Long story short...now I know it's not really cool at all..
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After all this years..this days..
I'm starting to realize why no matter how I thought I knew...grewin' up would tellin' me more..
Sometimes..i couldn't just found the answer..while a teen blood always rushing to know..or too passionate to wait then choose to ignore..

I'm not saying I'm old enough to be wise now..
And I'm not considerin' to make any other people thinkin' the same way or live as I do..
I just wanna share that..if only I could keep my skeptical to any other bad result for being ignorance to my own health..I'll be so much relieve now..
But unfortunately I'm included in anyone who can't just doing things without any consequences..
I don't care how's the rate now...but this is what I've been through..
There's no time to regret..
What needed now is how I survive it..
How I can make it better...
Just stop thinkin' "what if"...
But just doing things better and significantly at present..and embrace this moment..
The future will determined later after today..and any other day I'll maybe have..
JR's

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

_BeWithU_

It's a break in a hectic week...
Just laying down on the floor..
Snuggling with u under the blanket..
Feeling the afternoon sun sneak out through the window..
Just close my eyes, sense the moment..
...Gratefull..for every minute we spend together..
Just like this...
Feel like a breeze..
Be with u..was like a dream come true..
..
JR's

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Saturday, April 3, 2010

StepUp..

QuotingAgain..

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.
They are the beautiful angels living among us. By:
_Elizabeth Kubler Ross_ JR's

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Wordplay :)

_Describe'LUCK'_

If you have food in the fridge, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of the world. If you have any money in the bank, your wallet and some spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world’s wealthy. If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million people who will not survive this week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the agony of imprisonment or torture, or the horrible pangs of starvation, you are luckier than 500 million people alive going through this suffering. If you can read this message you are more fortunate than the 3 billion people in the world who cannot read at all.
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Friday, April 2, 2010

_bobMarleyToldThisToTheMen_

It's not only to all men..but also all women..
He's not perfect either....
Just change "she" in that words to "he"...
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JR's

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_LiveInIt_

Life is a road trip..
Happiness is not found at the final destination..
It is experienced along the way..

_by : unknown_
JR's

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_LiveOnBothSide_

Seriously...I've lived on both side...
Its inside...
JR's

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